SummerTIME

Summer time is the best.  There seems to be a vibe that I like.  People take time.  Time to work, time to vacation, time to swim, time to picnic, time to gather with family and friends.  Time.

Over the past few years; I feel heavy that I have NOT taken time.  To be with people, to listen and just to enjoy those around me.  I'm not sure if that is 100% true but that is what is in my heart so to me there is truth in it.  Forgive me. 

The past two weeks; I have been wrapping up some work that I've been doing remotely (and a bit locally in Sacramento) for several years.  And as much as it hurts to be 'done' with all of it; there is some release to it as well.  So no more remote work for Europe or onsite in Sacramento as of July 31 (today).  I already miss the people and connecting weekly but I know they will find others to do the work and move it all forward as it should be.  

My heart and mind needs to focus - focus on God, others and what/where my gifts/skills may be used best.  I don't want to rush into being busy, I want to take time.  

So that is my heart today - I see my last post was from an airplane in 2021 and talked of my heart surgery.  That is still such a life-changing event for me; definitely a time to reflect and learn.  I'm really trusting I can still learn from that and the things that have happened since then.  Life is definitely a journey and I enjoy it all.  Or...as I have said in the past - life is good, God is way better:). 


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